It is never alright to hurt somebody without saying sorry, I don't know if I went to the wrong school of manners or something, but as far as I'm concerned, if you hurt somebody and then the matter is cleared up then you say sorry. Evidently not.
I don't give two flying fucks whether it was a piece of toast or his hand, it still fucking hurt, it was dry and hard and it hurt, and I'm allowed to feel pain.
I was scared of him. For the first time in a long while it felt like nothing had changed, and I felt scared of being near him. I just pray that this is a one off and things aren't going back to the way they were....
